There are things that I would like to say,

But pride has got my tongue.

23 December
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Curious? Yes, you are. That’s right. I’m telepathic. And you are going to continue reading this.

See. I’ve filled you with wonder and amazement, have I not?

Well, then. I guess I better say something about myself. Firstly, my name is Maryrose, but no one calls me that, so, um, just erase that from your memory. Hi, my name's Mary. I was born on December 23, 1988. I’m 5’5” and weigh 105 pounds. I have gigantic hips that I wish I could saw off, since they contrast obviously with my freakishly little waist. I was born in Orange, California, and have never moved further than two towns apart.

I’m aloof, contemplative, eccentric, independant, curious, and absentminded. On the down side, I'm also paranoid, self-conscious, clumsy, prone to stress over little things, defensive, and sensitive. My sense of humor is really, really obnoxious and stupid. I’m the type who is constantly lost in thought, rarely seen focused on reality. Dreams and fantasies are always racing through my mind, even if they're impossible to come true. Strangers call me weird for reasons I am unaware of. At school, you’ll see me secluding myself in a corner, asleep. People automatically assume I'm shy, but that's not the case. I'll speak if I have something to say to them, but I usually prefer not to interact. Like I said, I prefer to think, analyze, and observe, rather than commune and share. Thus I'm prone to isolating myself from the outdoors, as well as losing contact with people for periods of time. I'm often self-reproachful; I’ve never been very fond of myself. I’m a writer, and a failure at visual art. I'm on a lifelong search for knowledge and truth.

I drink tea and slushies. I mostly listen to Pura Turi, The Strokes, and Raphael. I love lo-fi bands. I watch action/adventure movies, with some drama, suspense, and the occasional adventure romance as well. I play Nintendo, and nothing else. My favorite game is Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem, and my favorite series is The Legend of Zelda. My favorite flowers are white roses. My favorite season is winter. My personality type is INTP.

Sorrow is an attracting emotion. Anger is something I very much despise. I like frailty and vulnerability. I hate aggression and conventionalism. I like you bright, stimulating, determined, offbeat, and adventurous. I take an interest in nonconformity and anything abnormal. I have a fetish for the color blue and anything that's cold.

Ask yourself!: Are you considered abnormal? Do you have odd yet attractive quirks about yourself? Is your sense of humor under appreciated and nonsensical? Do you care about, um, stuff? Well, I dare say! You have quite the chance of being my friend.

I'll love you even more if your entries are thoughtful, meaningful, descriptive, and of higher thinking.

Although, if anyone wanted to be a friend of Mary, they certainly will be added. No questions asked.

(As if anyone would want to be my friend. Pssssh.)

Be warned: This journal has mood fluctuating problems. I can be ecstatic in one entry, angst-ridden in the next. When I’m motivated to write, I have to be in a passionate mood. Passion can be connected to drama. Therefore, when drama intervenes with my emotions, I tend to write more eloquently and lengthy. This is what you’ll find in this journal. It’s my place to vent. It hardly contains entries on my day, but rather over my current feelings. So, if you’re against personal conflicts and would rather read journals for your own entertainment, I doubt you’ll enjoy befriending me.

Still interested? Leave me a comment, or just add me if you’re uncool like that.

Thank you, and may your day be full of groove. :3

Jonathan Crane a.k.a. the Scarecrow is love

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Camus at Strahl Cadets.
Faramir at Lord of the Rings Rating.
Anya, Esmerelda, Kayley, and Belle at Animated Beauty.
Leia Organa Solo and a Rebel Alliance Supporter at Star Wars Rating.
Tomoe Hotaru or Sailor Saturn at Sailor Moon Ratings.
Ludwig at Meine Liebe Rating.
Rouge the Bat at Sonic Rating.
Nabooru at Zelda Ocarina of Time Rating.
Kei at Pretear Rating.
Severus Snape at Potter People.
Nabooru at Zelda Rating.
Belle for Princess.
Jack Skellington and
Hercules for Prince.
Vanessa for Villain.
Percy for my cat.
At Princesses Rating.
Maleficent at Keyblade Rating.
Fisheye at Sailor Moon Villains Rating.
Poison Ivy at Batman Rating.
Twilight and Dawn at Elementals.

Dislikes:68: aggression, anger, artsy kids who really arent, babies, being asked why i dont smile, being asked why i dont talk, being hopeless, being tired all the time, boobs, chocolate, coffee, communities, condescending attitudes, conformity, dick cheney, disease, extroverts, feminists, george w. bush, god (s), grammarfreaks, gwen stefani, hardcore conservatives, hardcore liberals, heat, hell, hospitals, human waste, humidity, humor at another's expense, intimate relationships, kindergoths, lack of curiosity, lack of imagination, life, lust, maroon 5, masculinity, math, mirrors, muscular people, myself, myspace, pdas, people who call me shy, people who dont groom, people without a sense of humor, prisons, pro-life, realism, reggae, restrictions, romantic comedies, sanitariums, scenesters, selfish people, simplicity, sleep, social drinking, song lyrics in profiles, submission, the fact that mental illness is now trendy, the war on terror, theocracy, trying and then failing, typicality, unoriginality, willful ignorance
abandoned places, action/adventure, alternate realities, androgyny, animations, antiquated speech, archaeology, archetypes, arkham asylum, astrology, atheism, awkwardness, ayami kojima, batman, batman begins, bells and chimes, bishounen, black & white stripes, blam honey, blue, candid photography, captivation, cathedrals, celestial bodies, cho hakkai, christopher nolan, cillian murphy, cinematography, classic nickelodeon, coldness, complexity, conan o'brien, damsels in distress, dane cook, danny elfman, dib, disney, dominance, dr. jonathan crane, drawing, dressing up, eccentrics, ed edd n' eddy, education, edward scissorhands, eerie sounds, effeminate men, elegant gothic aristocrat, eternal darkness: sanity's requiem, exotic cultures, exploring, eyeliner, fantasizing, fear, felines, femininity, films, frailty, garth nix, glasses, graphic novels, hair products, harry potter, hayao miyazaki, heresy, human emotions, iconoclasm, industrialism, inferiority complexes, innocence, introspection, invader zim, james newton howard, japanese street fashion, jhonen vasquez, jim carrey, johnny the homicidal maniac, laughing until breathless, legend of zelda, leonardo da vinci, light, literature, lost civilizations, medical abnormalities, melancholiness, mental awareness, metrosexuality, monogamy, moths, neuroscience, nintendo, nonsensical humor, nostalgia, orchestration, outcasts, overcast days, paranormality, percy ignatius weasley, perfume, perverse thoughts, philosophers, planet ladder, plants, plastic tree, poison, political punk, politics, proper etiquette, psychoanalysis, psychological disorders, psychology, rainfall, ren and stimpy, reptiles, revolutions, robot jones, romanticism, rozen maiden, ryuutarou arimura, salvador dali, science, severus snape, showers, slushies, sophistication, speculation, stimulants, super mario bros, surrealism, swingsets, tea, the apocalypse, the corpse bride, the ring, the strokes, the venture brothers, theoretical physics, thinking, tim burton, tragedies, twilight, unnatural beauty, victorian era, videography, vivid imaginations, winter, world war i, writing, yuki sakurai, zombie survival